you, who shine so bright just like the sun. or do i have to call you sun?
sun, there are so many things i wanted to say to you, but too afraid to let it out.
first of all, thank you.
thank you for being someone who i can lean myself on whenever i need it. you, you never let myself cry alone in the corner of my room. you always let your wide shoulders to be the place where my tears stained, even when i didn’t ask you to. you cheered me up on my sad nights and were there with me on my happy days.
sun, why are you so lovely that it makes me feel guilty?
sun, i can’t shine for you just like your shines hit me because i am already someone’s sunshine.
sun, i am sorry. unfortunately, i also can’t give my whole loves for you.
sun, i don’t have the courage to tell you in person or to let you read this whole letter, so let this letter remains unread.
my ego wants me to have you around. even though i know i couldn’t give you the answer you needed.
sun, i am sinful. a jet black heart dominated my decisions.
i am sorry.
for not letting you go yet. stay here, please.
